@Billie Cokx if you have any actual thoughts to share on rxsm's reply then please can do you so in an insightful manner. If you have nothing valuable to add, don't say anything and await @Efan's verdict.
Honestly mate you were doing fantastic and it does suck but we all make mistakes, I’m no stranger to that, and like @Bnjemann said you are more than capable of bouncing back from this.