@Billie Cokx if you have any actual thoughts to share on rxsm's reply then please can do you so in an insightful manner. If you have nothing valuable to add, don't say anything and await @Efan's verdict.
Honestly mate you were doing fantastic and it does suck but we all make mistakes, I’m no stranger to that, and like @Bnjemann said you are more than capable of bouncing back from this.
@Dave can you comment on the allegations of 3.4 that have been made in this AR?
@tylerye did you ask for your gun back after you had died? Can you also please discuss if/why you hid the weapon.
You both have 48 hours to get back with substantial replies. Any evidence you can produce would be...