I would also like to add that if anyone just needs someone to talk to, feel free to also send me a message at discord over @Megasaw (Please make sure that you are in the Perpheads discord server so that the message can be sent to me).
As Flugs said above, never feel like you are alone. As much...
Please read 2.5 and don't shoot unarmed people without a specific reason. Also, do not disconnect if you are on a red screen, please wait until your screen is fully blacked out before attempting to leave the server!
Wish you the best :)